Sorry I haven't posted anything in awhile. The summer was pretty good. The majority of my nerothopy is gone. I had a ct and blood work on my birthday. The tumors in my liver have gotten bigger. The markers in my blood are up. The doctor told me I have 3 options. I can do another round of chemo with different drugs that won't cause the nerothopy but will seriously cause hairloss (yeah,ha ha), naseau and diarrhea. I could take a pill that only has a 10 percent chance of working. Or I can do nothing. Chemo has a 40 percent chance of working. Now, before you ask the obvious WTF, the doctor is trying to see where I'm at mentally. If I am fighting the cancer or if I am dying with it. Of course, I am going to do everything I can to win. I can't give up until there is no reason to continue to fight. I promise I will update this as we go along.