The whole Secret Santa SNAFU was based on thing, my pride. I lost my job and was embarrassed. I drug my feet with the whole thing becuase of that embarassment (dont bust me on spelling)it screwed everything up. My kid was pleased when he did finally get his package, this does not excuse for how long it took me to get it out to him at all. I have grown up alot since this whole thing happened. This whole line of "why didnt you contact Norcal and just bit the bullet. The bottom line is that I just did not have the cajones to do it. And I fully accept responsibility for that. I would like to say that it will never happen again, but that doesn't solve anything. I do understand that my inability to bite the bullet caused all of this. I respect Andrews opinion and for the most part he is right. I am not looking to jump right back in and start making trades and whatnot, that would be presumptous of me to do that. I am not going to give a "poor me" speach and beg forgiveness, but I will admit that I could have handed things better, and for that I am legitimately sorry, honestly and truely.
